08 June 2006

Of Mice and Men

Today was a positive day, but I think it might have been because I chose to ignore the abstract stuff going on and look to the concrete. There was a feeling that I missed something, but I have no idea what.
There is an unofficial summer project in 489. Again, I know my luck. I just wish I wasn't so hopeful. Hope calls to disappointment like poo calls to flies.

How do you convince someone that it's really not them, but it's you? Or if it is them, that it's not a bad thing. It's like when the ex miscarried those two times; it broke my heart, but it was most likely for the best. It still hurt, even with the correct rationality.
Rationality can really suck. It's why I'm here in the first place, after all.

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